Creative Writing

CREATIVE WRITING; DEATH LETTER

Dear Laura,
You were right about me dealing with the bad, look at where it got you, your gone because of me. You have been dealing with the things I have caused in my life. I am sorry for not seeing you when I was always with the gang, your my girlfriend but I realized that I chose the gang over someone I loved. Its too late for me to say the things that i couldn't express before but I love you for always being there for me, I wish..I wish everything would just rewind back so I can always be there with you more than I was with the gang. If' I'd known better, maybe you wouldn't of been in any of my mess and I regret putting the gang first because it was the most stupidest decision I have ever made in my life. Now that your gone I promise you I will never join the gang babe. I hurt you once then look at it now I lost you. If there was anything at all, I don't care what the hell it was that I could do to bring you back even if it were just for a day I would do it in a heart beat. Now I wont stop but help myself through life and wont stop regretting it every single day.
Babe I had dreamed a dream the other night, my love you came all dressed in white. You came to my bedside all dressed in white like some fair bride, you made no sound, no word you said and then I knew my love was dead. Then I awoke to hear the cry lowlands away.

I remember our first date we went to the movies to watch The Vow it was one of the most memorable memories I will cherish in my life. Your red Chuck Taylor's, faded pink tight jeans, white shirt, cream colored cardigan also the silver cross necklace and that fresh perfume of Dolche and Gabana I gave to you for your birthday 2 months ago. It was dark, the smell of the theatre was over taken by the smell of the nice fresh perfume of Dolche and Gabana. The food we ate was delicious remember the cotton candy you always had, the large popcorn, the hot and spicy Mexican flavored Derito chips, large Chocolate Bare, the nice flavored caramel and vanilla ice cream with the chocolate icing you always adored also the drinks; Coco Cola and Sprite to complete everything i have planned for you.

I miss that glamorous smile you have always put on your beautiful face, I miss those bright brown eyes that have always caught young kids attention, i miss that crazy, funny and loving personality last but not least i miss hearing your voice. The tone you used when you were mad, sad, happy, the smoothness of your soft hands when we hold each others hands and the silkiness and smoothness of your hair when you would let me play with it. But..babe..I miss you so much and to be honest your more than I could ever ask for to make me a better person than i ever was. Without you right now I am back to square one, without you there's no one I would love besides you. Rest in peace my girl your in safe hands now with our heavenly father, fly high and keep smiling. I love you.